Archive for March, 2006

. The Wedding of Hassan Fattah Part Seven: The Fin…

March 19, 2006
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The Wedding of Hassan Fattah
Part Seven: The Finale

In which we spend a last day sightseeing, drink tea in the the upside down mirror image of Van Gogh’s Night Cafe, untie the ponytail, and bid farewell to a best friend
(previously in “The Wedding of Hassan Fattah”)

Across the street from the Hotel Richmond there is a tea house, a pastiserie equal and opposite to Van Gogh’s Night Café. Looking into the window of this upscale room of tables on my first night, I recognized a timeless space, a space you could get lost in. It had green walls, a chandelier, and a mysterious waiter who stared you down. The clientele looked like Saint-Germain bohemians a little past their sell-by dates. Like the downtrodden in Van Gogh’s painting, they gave the room its air of intrigue. “Oh, there is this great pastry place across the street from that Hotel,” said Oz Number Two at the reception when I told her I’m at the Richmond. “I’m leaving Saturday and I have to get there.” Her hotel was far away—but she knew about the place and spoke of it as a must-see on her trip to Istanbul.
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I sat on Friday morning in the hotel breakfast room with my two guide books—the Knopf, which often proved the more useful and informative, and the Time Out, which often proved too hip for the kind of lighting strike sightseeing one has to do when time is running out. On one of the maps I located a mosque in a street just off the hill down to the Golden Horn, the hill along which the trades advance backward from Stratocasters to fishhooks. Now known as the Arap Mosque, it is the last standing Genoese church in Isatnbul, originally dedicated to Sts. Dominic and Paul, and built between 1323 and 1337. Sketchbook-in-backpack, I walked outside in brilliant morning sunshine, not the least hung-over or tired from the late night out, and stepped briskly in the direction of the shops selling air conditioners and electric fans.

Along the way I passed, or was passed by, men laboring under large boxes and packages tied to their backs, the traditional porters that have moved heavy goods up and down the Galata hill for centuries. Nowadays, the boxes say things like “Moog” and “Frigidaire.” There was also a boy with a wet towel coiled on top of his head selling oysters to people in the passenger seats of cars. He perfectly embodied that balance of new and old, “European” and “Muslim World.” Dressed like your average Game Boy player in the back of a minivan in Columbus Ohio, he worked hard in the oyster trade in Beyoglu, a trade as old as the Galata hill. The towel turban didn’t come off as dress-up fun. It was a method of staying cool.

Moving along the busy downhill commercial street, I saw Europe poke its face in from time to time in interesting ways. Between two typically jumbled shops, for example, I’d see the Goethe Society, which was showing a Fritz Lang film that evening. Or a book shop with interesting art books in the window, all written in Turkish. Then, up a side street, rose the wide, tall, brick Galata Tower. I moved into into the tower’s neighboring shops and restaurants.

Circling the tower, I passing old two- and three story buildings—mostly, shops, and restaurants at street level. It was like moving through the moss and toadstools at the base of a petrified tree stump. I finally found a good angle from which to sketch, and basically sat working in the middle of the stone paved street. It was early, the restaurants were not open, and the shopmen milled about their business. I must have sat there for an hour doing a pencil sketch and getting sunburned.

I started heading downhill, past small stone buildings cluttered on top with antennae and satellite dishes. I was off the main hill road. As I moved along, the trades continued to evolve backward—electrical appliances gave way to hand tools. Then came brooms and mops and such, then rope, and, finally, everything you need to go fishing. On the road along the banks of the Golden Horn, I did a sketch of the wide open shops with colorful buoys and floats hanging in rows. Fat men smoking pipes chatted. A little boy flitted about me, squirrel-like in his movement, very uncertain about what this strange pony-tailed man was doing with the book and pencil. I came up with one of my favorite sketches from the trip—I haven’t painted it, which often happens with a favorite sketch. I did another sketch–the Galata Bridge.

Heading back up, I checked the map for the Arap Mosque. The streets didn’t really have signs, so I went by the thickness of the lines on the map and the busyness of the cross streets heading up. I asked a blonde woman with iPod wires in her ears if she knew where the mosque was. She and I stood out as Euro-American (she was the Euro) tourists. She was in another world. I forget what she said, but it didn’t help. I finally asked directions of a tall thin young man in his twenties who came bounding down the hill. He sent me up another block and to the left. And there it was, the Arap Mosque, a black, calcified box with lots of ivy growing on it and no access inside. Nobody paid much attention to it. I was the only sightseer. A woman in a black robe and scarf washed her feet in the courtyard fountain at the side as I tried walking around the building. I was obstructed at one point by a chain link fence. It occurred to me that I was looking at maybe the oldest building that I’d ever seen. I make no sketch.

When I climbed back to the Galata Tower I went in and found it packed with sightseers on their way to the restaurant and the observation level at the top.

If you have been following my accounts of the trip, you’ve noticed that there are lots of photos, none taken by me. Well, I took plenty of photos. Where the hell are they? That’s what I’d like to know. I’ll find them next week, of course, because it will be a week after I could have made a lot of use of them. That afternoon I photographed Sultanahmet, Beyoglu, and Asia from the observation deck—views of the city form the watchtower that defended Constantinople/Istanbul through the centuries. There were clouds buffeting the dun-colored buildings and earth-orange mansard rooftops. There were freighters, cruise ships, and skiffs on the Bosphorous and Golden Horn and the little island with the lighthouse. Smoke and cranes. A rocket field of minarets, from which noon payers rose in cacophonous harmony. At a souvenir shop in the base of the tower, I bought a leather bracelet with a couple of maroon beads that took a year to fall off my wrist.

A note for tourists: The streets of Istanbul are full of feral cats. Sometimes they meet each other under the outdoor café table where you’re having lunch. It’s best if you see them coming so that by the time they explode into claw-drawn combat, you will have already retracted your legs. As for the likelihood of sustaining permanent hearing loss from the shrieking cat yowls, you really just have to take that as it comes… The waiter apologized–I think that’s what the shurg meant–but the situation was completely beyond his control. I only had tea there, and moved along to lunch at a place that looked like a German meat restaurant, except for the fact that beer was served in the kind of murky plastic tumblers that they served juice and milk in at summer camp. They had those tumblers for beer in a lot of bars.

I headed back to the Istiklal, having purchased a financial times and Herald Tribune. I just roamed the side streets. I bought a Provence-style flower pot and a shell-beaded necklace that did not take a year to come off my neck–more like a few hours. I went to the bookstore called Robinson Crusoe. I had tea here, a beer there. I watched the crowd and moved as part of it, reading and enjoying the afternoon with no sightseeing destination on the agenda. I came to the tea shop across from the hotel, went in and took a table next to the big window with its complex web of lace curtains.

I ordered key lime pie, no doubt a choice make under the influence of the lime green walls and dazzling chandelier. I ordered a pot of tea, and I took out the sketch pad. The people I sketched, starting with the waiter, were the people I saw in the café.

There was nothing particularly Turkish about the place. The mural to the left was, in fact, somewhat suggestive of arch-rival Greece. The room stopped short of a Casablanca cliché, but there was certainly a North African feel—having never been to Morocco, I do really have to use the Casablanca yardstick. The chandelier, a vortex of shiny things, lit the room, enforcing its own kind of orbital gravity. This was yet another world inside Istanbul, a world in which I lost track of time completely.

When I left, I brought my flowerpot and newspapers back to my room, and went out again for the evening with only Anna Karenina. I was aware there would be a party at a nightclub that evening hosted by one of Layla’s cousins, but the crowds teeming into Istiklal Cadessi were more seductive than a night at a Bosphorus nightclub. This was my last night in the city, and I wanted something a little less structured. I wanted an adventure. A new gravity was pulling me into the side streets and alleys, each its own construct of glamour and excitement, custom-designed for the solitary traveler. I walked through the open fish market and the flower market, moving to the beat of Iraqi folk music—I think I started hearing those drums just before I left the teahouse. Passing through the markets, I bought my daughter a beautiful purse I knew she’d like, and began wishing that I’d taken advantage of the price of leather. Then I stopped buying things and loosened by hair, thus producing a scraggly gray mane.

At dinnertime, I moved into a new side alley, stopping at a very wonderful outdoor teahouse. I sat on the squat bench and ordered tea from a tall, scraggly-haired waiter. The street, partly lit by votive candles on the teahouse tables, filled with an orange light–my variety of orange. Check out the range in the ceiling of the teahouse painting. I get there by mixing alizarin and cadmium yellow hue, controling the tone with cobalt blue hue. Blue is the most important part of my favorite orange. Just a little bit of blue.
Anna’s world was becoming more complex by the minute. The two blonde women at the table next to me left, and two Turkish men took their place. They started playing Mancala, an African board game. I put down the book and sat looking at the café across the street. There were real Iraqi drums playing at this point. I was totally relaxed, and I stayed that way long enough to enjoy it. Then, I thought, “that’s it!” That’s it.

Club M is one of the hottest nightspots in Istanbul, teetering on a high bank over the Bosphorus. The taxi cab ride there was tough—we very nearly ran over a boy on the Street of Carpenters. The men were sitting in twilight on the piles of tires, smoking cigarettes and drinking tea at the bottom of the street. Lots of traffic in town. Then things spread out—the neighborhoods were very affluent a mile or so past the Sissotel.

I told the woman at the door of the club that I was with the Fattah party. Two men led me to the back half of the club, which had a terrace over the cliff. My evening was spent mostly on the terrace. I watched the sunset with Hassan’s cousin from Salt Lake City and his partner. And I finally met the short bald man—Laurent from Paris. We eyed each other apprehensively the previous night at the reception. We decided Istanbul was big enough for the two of us and had a nice chat. Omar, in a lime green Nehru jacket, danced exotically with the ladies lined up for the honor as “Lauren Bacall” smoked on the sidelines. I sat down with Hassan’s cousin from Baghdad, whom I’d met at the baths. “I will miss you very much,” he said. His grasp of English caused him to exaggerate. “You are my best friend.”

One of the stores near the hotel was open when I got back. I bought a box of Turkish delight. A bar around the corner was open as well, and I crossed over to it and ordered coffee. A local artist’s paintings were on exhibit, and I asked the waiter about them. He told me, in something like perfect American English, that there would be a reception for the artist on the following Tuesday. I told him I’d be gone by then. I opened the wooden cigar box that the Turkish delight came in—the box had a picture of the little lighthouse at the mouth of the Bosphorus on its lid. I tried one.

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Finally. A dessert I liked in Istanbul.

Photo of Porter by Dick Osseman
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Epilogue
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Invite to the Cornelia Street Café exhibit
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At the café, July 2005

Hassan and Lara Barbara Fattah, 2006 .

Layla and Hassan, NYC, March 2004

Thanks for reading!–Vanx

.Three Years: Part IIIParts I, and II. Day After T…

March 19, 2006
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Three Years: Part III
Parts I, and II
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Day After Tomorrow
Tom Waits and Kathleen Brennan

I got your letter today
and I miss you all so much here.
I can’t wait to see you all
and I’m counting the days here.
I still believe that there’s gold
at the end of the world.
And I’ll come home to Illinois
on the day after tomorrow.

It is so hard and it’s cold here
and I’m tired of taking orders.
And I miss old Rockford town
up by the Wisconsin border.
What I miss, you won’t believe–
shoveling snow and raking leaves.
And my plane will touch down
on the day after tomorrow.

I close my eyes every night
and I dream that I can hold you.
They fill us full of lies, everyone buys
’bout what it means to be a soldier.
I still don’t know how I’m supposed to feel
’bout all the blood that’s been spilled.
Will God on this throne
get me back home
on the day after tomorrow?

You can’t deny the other side
Don’t want to die anymore then we do.
What I’m trying to say is don’t they pray
to the same god that we do?
And tell me how does God choose,

whose prayers does he refuse?
Who turns the wheel,
Who throws the dice
On the day after tomorrow?

I’m not fighting for justice,
I am not fighting for freedom.
I am fighting for my life
and another day in the world here.
I just do what I’ve been told
‘We’re just the gravel on the road.
And only the lucky ones come home
on the day after tomorrow.

And the summer, it too will fade,
and with it brings the winter’s frost dear.
And I know we too are made
of all the things that we have lost here.
I’ll be 21 today,
I been saving all my pay.
And my plane will touch down
on the day after tomorrow.
And my plane it will touch down
on the day after tomorrow.

Marine Lance Cpl. James Black Miller
Los Angeles Times photo by Luis Sinco via Associated Press

. Inniskeen Road: July Evening .. …

March 17, 2006

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Inniskeen Road: July Evening
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The bicycles go by in twos and threes—
There’s a dance in Billy Brennan’s barn tonight,
And there’s the half-talk code of mysteries
And the wink-and-elbow language of delight.
Half-past eight and there is not a spot
Upon a mile of the road, no shadow thrown
That might turn out a man or woman, not
A footfall tapping secrecies of stone.

I have what every poet hates in spite
Of all the solemn talk of contemplation
Oh, Alexander Selkirk knew the plight
Of being king and government and nation.
A road, a mile of kingdom, I am king
Of banks and stones and every blooming thing.

Patrick Kavanagh

Photo: Coachman on Inishmore by Verb-Ops 1984

. Three Years: Part II. Sadiq …….

March 17, 2006

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Three Years: Part II
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Sadiq

……….It is a condition of wisdom in the archer to be patient
because when the arrow leaves the bow, it returns no more~Sa’Di

It should make you shake and sweat,
nightmare you, strand you in the desert
of irrevocable desolation, the consequences
seared into the veins, no matter what adrenaline
feeds the muscle its courage, no matter
what god shines down on you, no matter
what crackling pain and anger
you carry in your fists, my friend,
It should break your heart to kill.

Brian Turner

Dream of the Mermaid She wakes beside t…

March 16, 2006











Dream of the Mermaid

She wakes beside the sea three hours hence
In morning thunder through the falling rain
That veils her world in past and present tense,
A longing, a periphery of pain.
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Connected to a mistress of the sea
By radio and cables buried deep,
I circumnavigate the clouds to see
What travels East while everyone’s asleep.
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A deep abyss of miles intervenes,
Misunderstanding, age, and temperament–
Her song, the cloud-gray rock on which she leans,
Her pillow deep, and lavender its scent.
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Last night she drew a portrait of the sea
As charted through the galaxy to me.

Photo: Coney Island Mermaid Parade

Emile Nolde.Christ with Children. Wildly Dancing C…

March 15, 2006

Emile Nolde
.Christ with Children
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Wildly Dancing Children
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Mask Still Life
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Candle Dance
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Autumn Sea

Emile Nolde is one of my favorite painters. The dean of the German Expressionist movement, Nolde inspired and theorized, to some extent, with the younger generation: Heckel, Kirchner, Schmidt-Rottloff–the painters of Die Brucke. He was a German of the north, imbued with a kind of regional mysticism. He led a rather interesting life.

Cleaning my studio tonight, I smelled the oil paint drying on my pallet. I love that smell. I thought of Old Man Nolde.

. Three Years–Part I . The Myth of War: Brian Tu…

March 14, 2006

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Three Years–Part I
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The Myth of War:
Brian Turner’s Here, Bullet

…Open the hurt locker
and see what there is of knives
and teeth. Open the hurt locker and learn
how rough men come hunting for souls. *

The Iraq War is being chronicled by soldiers with unprecedented immediacy. Military bloggers are a big story, and they have told an enormous story from a wide range of political and personal perspectives, all converging on the common fact of war. The Iraq War has also produced writers of a more familiar kind–poets, one of whom, Brian Turner, last year published a volume called Here, Bullet. Turner, who was an infantry team leader for a year in Iraq with the 3rd Stryker Brigade Combat Team, 2nd Infantry Division, will most certainly be on the short list of poets whose testimony and creation will embed the experience of this war in our consciousness and graft it to the long saga of war throughout history.

Here, Bullet begins with a bow to traditional war literature. The epigraph to the first poem, A Soldier’s Arabic, is a remarkable Hemmingway quote that seems to speak specifically of the Iraq War: “This is a strange new kind of war where you learn just as much as you are able to believe.” Hemmingway thus introduces the reader to poems written in a colloquial style that is deeply poetic—prayerlike and dreamlike—coming from a level of consciousness where politics disappears from the comprehension of war, where the names Sadam and Bush have very little meaning. This is the tone of the entire volume:

The Soldier’s Arabic

The word for love, habib, is written from right
to left, starting where we would end it
and ending where we might begin.

Where we would end a war
another might take as a beginning,
or as an echo of history, recited again.

Speak the word for death, maut,
And you will hear the cursives of the wind
Driven into the veil of the unknown.

This is a language made of blood.
It is made of sand, and time.
To be spoken, it must be earned.

Poems that follow depict the absurdity of war, often through the experience of animals—In The Baghdad Zoo, “One baboon escaped the city limits. / It was found wandering in the desert, confused / by the wind, the blowing sands of the barchan dunes.” In Hwy 1, a soldier shoots a crane—“it pauses, as if amazed that death has found it / here, at 7 a.m. on such a beautiful morning.”

Turner conveys yet another level of absurdity in poems like In the Leupold Scope, in which a woman in the ceremonial act of clothing the dead stands on a rooftop amid antennas and satellite dishes as she is spied on through a weapon sight—a 40×60mm spotting scope. The ancient and human move amidst the modern machinery of war—a theme dating back to poetry of World War One if not the American Civil War. Several poems describe another familiar wartime juxtaposition of realities—the experience of death from the perspective of the dying and the survivor. These themes combine in AB Negative (The Surgeon’s Poem) in which a soldier named Thalia Fields dies in a helicopter flying through blackout. Fields doesn’t hear the surgeon describing her injuries to a nurse, “except perhaps as music— / that far away music of people’s voices / when they speak gently and with care”

But the poems of Here, Bullet all have the specific feel of this war, from the clash of American and Iraqi cultures to the impossibility of knowing whom among the civilian population can be trusted. And then there is the suicide bomb. 2000 lbs., a centerpiece to the volume, offers several vignettes of death as a suicide bomber explodes in a crowded square. Each evokes imagery in the fashion of stop action film, in which motion freezes and the camera moves around objects to observe them from every angle before the scene flies back into motion. One tells the story of the bomber:

And the man who triggered the button,
who may have invoked the Prophet’s name,
or not—he is obliterated at the epicenter,
he is everywhere, he is of all things,
his touch is the air taken in, the blast
and the wave, the electricity of shock,
his is the sound the heart makes quick
in the panic’s rush, the surge of blood
searching for light and color, that sound
the maryr cries filled with the word
his soul is made of,
Inshallah.

Another heartrending vignette depicts the horror of war for children and the elderly.

These poems operate from a universal human perspective. Yet, at many points, that perspective shifts to the uniquely American. The poem Cole’s Guitar is an example—Turner describes the sound of Doc Cole’s 6-string evoking a finely-focused American vision in the desert. Turner draws back elsewhere from the reality of war, breaking the tension in other ways. He describes making love as a respite in Where the Telemetries End—“…when the dead / speak to us, we must ask them / to wait, to be patient, / for this night is still ours / on the rooftops of Al Ma’badi”.

Reading Here, Bullet, I am reminded of The Great War and Modern Memory, by Paul Fussell, a marvelous literary history documenting the British experience on the Western Front from 1914 to 1918. In that book, Fussell conveys how the British poets of World War I provided the convention, iconography, and mythology by which we remember the experience of the trenches. Fussell, by his own account, is concerned “with the way the dynamics and iconography of the Great War have proved crucial political, rhetorical, and artistic determinants on subsequent life. At the same time the war was relying on inherited myth, it was creating new myth, and that myth is part of the fiber of our own lives.” Wilfred Owen, Siegfried Sassoon, David Jones, and Robert Graves are among the soldier poets of that war.

Fussell’s premise zeroes in on what sets poetry from the war in Iraq apart from the accomplishment of Internet diarists: Poetry is Myth rather than documentary or news.

We live, of course, in a secular age of the “myth-buster.” In that way, it is a world entirely changed form early twentieth century Europe. It is also an age of free verse, another fundamental difference between now and then. But while Turner is current on verse form (it is, in fact, a perfect fit to his subject) he is every line a poet and a creator of myth, the most durable and essential form of communication.

Here, Bullet won the 2005 Beatrice Hawley Award
*From The Hurt Locker by Brian Turner

A Thought for the Day.

March 13, 2006
A Thought for the Day
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. Here Comes the Neighborhood I would enjoy watch…

March 11, 2006

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Here Comes the Neighborhood

I would enjoy watching the Sopranos even if they didn’t film it on my street.

Friends, I have the dubious honor of living in the clenched fist of North Jersey municipalities known as The Caldwells. Tony Soprano lives in North Caldwell, I live in just plain Caldwell. Or, as I call it, Stone Caldwell. Some residents call it Call’well. Some prefer Caw’dwell. Doesn’t matter.

Unless you’re Steve Buscemi in season 5. He beat the crap out of a guy for constantly saying “Wes’ Call’well.” That was cold. And to think–the Buscemi character lived right across the street and down two doors in Anne’s basement.

Most people in Essex, Hudson, and Bergen Counties have had at least 15 minutes of Soprano fame. My neighborhood? We got two days. Here’s what happened

David Chase, the creator and producer of the show, came knocking a few years ago, in person, at my neighbor’s door. Chase, who grew up in North Caldwell, explained that he had played in a rock and roll band in the basement of my neighbor’s home when he was in high school in the 1960s. He asked if the family would be willing to let HBO film at the house for the upcoming season. My neighbor said no—they were in the middle of a family situation that wouldn’t permit the disruption.

Chase went down the street and knocked at Anne’s door. Anne, an older Italian woman who didn’t know the Sopranos from the Ippolito’s, told him to get lost. Anne’s next door neighbor was on hand, however, to whisper in Anne’s ear about how the deal would probably work. The neighbor was right, and the deal went down. Steve Buscemi would be moving into the basement.

It seemed perfect. Only a few weeks earlier I had walked the block with my daughter to deliver Girl Scout cookies. It was the first time I was ever inside Anne’s house, and I was immediately impressed with how her home exuded an aura of the Italian American aunt. Having grown up in Northern New Jersey, I’m very comfortable in such living rooms. When I heard that Chase signed with Anne, I was not surprised. He’s shown he has a good eye for location.

Now, having worked in New York City for two decades, I have traversed my share of shoots—streets taken over by film crews. In fact, movie and television production crews are working a lot more in the suburbs of New York these days. I know what it’s about. Locals get all excited for about two hours, after which they feel like they are living under military occupation. Well, when the Sopranos moved in, they came with enough equipment for five shoots. I remember driving home one night and seeing 18-wheel trucks in front of every house on the block. I thought, “Good! Everybody’s moving!” Then I remembered it was shoot-day for the Sopranos. Not only were there a lot of trucks, there were also hundreds of people, many of whom–I’ll never understand why—had set about immediately taking everything Anne owned out of the first floor rooms, putting it all on one of the trucks. They then refurnished these rooms with much less authentic items.

This happened on two days, months apart from each other. Most of the filming went on while I was at work. When I got home the first night, my wife reported seeing the squinting, haunted visage of Buscemi as he leaned out of Anne’s front door. The whole neighborhood stood by, I am told, and watched as the crew repeatedly filmed James Gandolfini—Tony–walking up to the door with a rope in his hand. Even off camera, Gandolfini had a rope in his hand. Someone asked about this—apparently it’s a stress management thing. Like worry beads. Everyone agreed, “Hey, he needs rope? Give him rope, no problem.”

Despite everything you’ve read about certain actors’ attitudes during contract negotiations, etc., all of the cast were extremely friendly to the people on the street. My little one, Lydia, was beaming when I got home from work one night because she had gotten an autograph from a man. “What’s the man’s name?” I asked. “Mr. Candle-Feeny.” Brushes with big stars are old hat for us, though. Several years earlier when they were filming One True Thing in Maplewood, our former home town, my daughter Emily was rounded up with other local kids to be an extra in a Halloween party scene. She was about eight years old. “So, Emily, what was Meryl Streep like?” I asked. “Like any other old lady,” said the jaded Emily, up $90.00 for a day’s work wearing a sheet.

I have to say it was a little disappointing when, by my count, less than five minutes from these two extravagant filming days made it onto the TV screen. There was no scene with Tony going into the house with a rope. That’s Hollywood.

Well, the Sopranos will be back on Sunday night, and no kids better bother me starting at 9 o’clock, you got that? And here’s a spoiler alert for those of you renters who haven’t caught up with last season—stop reading NOW. Anne’s house was put back in order and left that way three years ago. No more creepy TV neighbor (though the TV neighbors are not the ones that worry me).

And if anybody’s interested I can show you where Silvio whacked Adriana.

Yo, Paulie!
Vanx

,.Backhoes and Broncos Or Lucky Strikes on the Fie…

March 10, 2006
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Backhoes and Broncos
Or Lucky Strikes on the Fields of Chester
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My old friend Todd Groesbeck found Verb-Ops this of all weeks. We met when I moved to Peapack, New Jersey, to work as a personal care assistant at the Matheny School years and years ago. The good news is that Todd is doing a lot of painting. He is a distinctly “American” realist painter. He sent me images of two recent works. Here they are.
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And with them, this note:

Funny how I remember little snippets from way back when about you. I did not know your dad died in 1981. Somehow I thought it had happened when you were a teenager. You mentioned his death to me one night back in maybe ‘82 or ‘81. We were in a car and on or way to, or coming back from a party in Chester. I also remember a barely used pack of un filtered Lucky Strikes in your room.

Show us your Luckies,

VANX